I breathed you

Lately the words of this song have melted my heart.  The sweetness came to me when the Loft Sessions cd came out in January.  This one particular song, “you know me” featuring Steffany Frizzell has grabbed me.

You have been
and You will be
You have seen
and You will see

You know when I rise and when I fall
When I come or go You see it all
You hung the stars and you move the sea, and still You know me

Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh You know me

Nothing is hidden from Your sight Wherever I go, You find me
You know every detail of my life You are God and You
don’t miss a thing

You memorize me

Specifically these words, “you know every detail of my life”

I have known this for years.  However, for some reason it just struck me in a deeper way this time.  And really…why deeper?  Why?  Because the Lord is showing me a few different things in life right now.  I have been caught up in life…yes life…at times being overwhelmed with it all…   The everyday details, wanting to plan and not being able to, looking at our debt and losing hope of ever becoming debt free (at least in the time “I” want).  Praying and looking for that dream job.  Praying about moving to Redding, Ca, budgeting trips, figuring out what God has called Jonathan and I to, looking at what our gifts and talents are and seeking God about were He wants to use us.  Going over the bills and realizing we barely have money for food and gas at times.  Realizing i can’t relax until the house is clean.  Wondering if i am to uptight, figuring out a balance in life.  Then not to mention all the other deeper things the Lord is working within me, and coming to ask myself “when is all this going to end”?!  And the Lord gently reminds me, “In my timing all things are perfect and I have every DETAIL  planned with loving kindness…I DON”T MISS A THING”.  Again He says, “I know your heart, I know your wants big and small.  I AM the one who knows you BEST!  I AM the one who has numbered the hairs upon your head  I AM the one who breathed you”.

I find comfort in these words my Father  speaks to me.  This brings me such a peace and joy!  It kinda makes me wanna dance! 🙂